Saturday, June 28, 2008
是否很惊讶 讲不出说话
Tuesday, June 17, 2008
One day, you'll wake up feeling better. One day, you'll realise that it was all a dream. One day, you'll look back and smile for having had those memories. keep these memories with you, and that's all I ask of you.
Wednesday, March 12, 2008
i ask y do human beings have emotions. emotions make life so interesting yet so complicated. emotions destroy, emotions harm, emotions make us love. so there is this love-hate relationship between human beings n emotions. he who is happy today embraces emotions. he who is sad the next day blames the existence of emotions. he who has been through many obstacles in life accepts the existence of emotions n takes it with perhaps a pinch of salt. not trying to sound profound here(haha. tt's the last word you will think of to describe me). just trying to say wat's in me for some time.
Monday, February 18, 2008
有没有口罩一个给我
Monday, September 17, 2007
times passes so fast. worked for 3 mths, went to London, worked for 3 mths, went to the Canada and the US, been through problems, slacked for 3 mths and i'm going to London. i had an option. i chose to walk this path, now, i duno if i am up to it. There is Hope. Work for it. Nike -- Just Do It!
Tuesday, September 11, 2007
I'm afraid to love and I'm more afraid to lose. yinkae's nick is right. soon, it'll be bye Singapore. 18th Sept, T2, SQ 322, 11 plus pm flight. Nike -- Just Do It!
Thursday, August 30, 2007
piano is over! made me realise a few things. i have my piano tcher to thank for being a very gd influence. any1 who wants a piano tcher, i'll recommend her to you! realised another thing yday. it's always gd to have a heart-to-heart talk with aunty. i always discover new things. cheers to ORD! it's nv gd to have a bf who is so bz but it is always gd to have him ard. like he says, all gd things must come to an end. i chose to walk down this path. certain paths, you have to walk alone. Nike -- Just Do It!
没错我是说 你想分手吗
曾给你驯服到 就像绵羊
何解会反咬你一下 你知吗
也许该放心 不应再说话
被放弃的我 应有此报吗
如果我曾是个坏牧羊人
能否再让我试一下 抱一下
回头望 伴你走
从来未曾幸福过
恨太多 没结果
往事重提是折磨
下半生 陪住你
怀疑快乐也不多
被我伤 让你痛
好心一早放开我
从头努力也坎坷
通通不要好过
为何唱着这首歌
为怨恨 而分手
问你是否原谅我
若注定有一点苦楚
不如自己亲手割破
回头吧 不要走 不要这样离开我
恨太多 没结果
往事重提 是折磨
下半生 陪住你
怀疑快乐也不多
没有心 别再拖
好心一早放开我
从头努力也坎坷
通通不要好过
为何唱着这首歌
为怨恨而分手
问你是否原谅我
若勉强也分到不多
不如什么也摔破
好心分手 每天播
可知歌者也奈何
难捱就无谓再拖
好心一早放开我
从头努力也坎坷
通通不要好过
为何唱着这首歌
为怨恨而分手
问你是否原谅我
若注定有一点苦楚
不如自己亲手割破
Nike -- Just Do It!
boing... 9:55 PM
Nike -- Just Do It!
boing... 7:52 PM
some time back when i was in s'pore, someone asked me at the dinner table, "wat will you fear most after you die(assuming tt you can still feel)" and my ans to tt was simply, "i fear death and hence i nv thought of tt". my friend at the table said tt she fears nothingness. my boyfriend agrees. i felt dumb n shallow. ha. so typical of woonie huh. but i nv mentioned it, nor brought up y i even said tt until a wkend in Cambridge where my friends n i chanced upon a bookstore. we were at the section on religion n we were discussing abt religion. so i commented that i nv looked up books to find out more abt religion because i'm afraid tt i'll be brainwashed and end up having so many thoughts in my head tt will affect my life. this time round, the response was rather encouraging. i know my boyfriend probably thought tt tt comment is the shallowest ever. perhaps many other pple would think so. but i was surprised by the response they gave me. they said, no it's not shallow, it's the way you choose to do things. i believe ignorance is bliss. n i do know how certain images can stay in my head for such a long time n it scares me. ignorant i may me, at least i know tt i chose to be like tt. there you go mer. regarding the last part of our convo on wed, i knew it all along but i nv brought it up. he was attracted coz they had the same ans for tt qns(the nothingness thing). i chose to be ignorant.
like many relationships, pple change. things change. if you girl r reading my blog(which i doubt so), although we're not tt close n i duno wat happened, i think unknowingly or knowingly, you have grown. you have learnt to let go of things instead of trying to fix it. n for tt, you have grown. sometimes, trying to fix something tt isn't yours will only make you feel more miserable. sometimes, human beings must learn to let go.
the world out there is so big. sometimes i step out there n feel proud to be part of this big world. sometimes i feel tt i can make others feel happy. sometimes i just wanna go from place to place with no worries, no one to miss, no one to kiss. haha. but emotions nv stay for long. for now, i just want to jog ard this small little part of London called Baker Street and see the street for wat it is. only thing is, i cannot run ard in circles forever for time is precious n work calls.
When will i learn to let go. Nike -- Just Do It!
boing... 12:39 PM
释怀说了太多就成真不了
也许时间是一种解药
也是我现在正服下的毒药
看不见你的笑
我怎么睡得着
你的身影这么近我却抱不到
没有地球太阳开始环绕
没有理由我也能自己逃
你要离开
我知道更简单
你说依赖
是我们的阻碍
就算放开
那能不能别没收我的爱
当作我最后才明白
it's been a long time since i blogged. it's been a long time since i felt the heartache. it's been a while...
But I'm not letting go until the very last sec. coz i believe it's worth fighting for.
Nike -- Just Do It!
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